right thing

I don't know who to choose

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(19 year old female)

I need help deciding the right thing to do.

I've been in love with this boy for 2 years, he makes me so incredibly happy whenever we talk. I honestly believe we're soulmates, and I feel like I could spend the rest of my life with him. the problem is that he lives on the other side of the world. I was supposed to travel to see him before Covid happened, and it's going to be a very long time before the borders open again. So is he worth it to wait for?

The real problem is that I also have a boyfriend. the difference is that he lives here with me. I knew from the beginning that it wasn't going to be a long term thing so I wasn't worried but now all I can think of is the other guy and how much id rather be with him. it's not fair to my boyfriend but I don't know what to do because I legitimately don't have any friends, he's all I have. so if I break up with him I'm going to end up alone for who knows how long...

thank you for reading <3