I really don’t. I guess this is the only way I will ever get to tell anybody. Just allowing strangers to know how I really feel and not allowing my close ones to know. I’m afraid of disappointing them. I’m currently studying but I don’t even know my sole purpose anymore. Everything I’ve been doing until this day has been to please them. I no longer do anything for me. Will I ever tell them? No. They probably wouldn’t understand. They’d probably think I’m just going to throw my life away.