I recently got diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety and every day is a struggle. It hurts too much to continue and i don't think i'll be able to handle it much longer. I'm scared of what i'm capable of and i'm scared that one day i might just do it. I need help but i'm too scared to tell my therapist. What do i do? It's too painful to continue and act as if everything is okay when it's not. I'm so used to faking smiles and i hate it, i don't have the courage to open up to my friends. What if they don't care?