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I don’t trust myself

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I’ve screwed up too many times and said too many stupid things to do so, I know not everyone is perfect but it’s still hard to shake, I grew up with very few people I considered friends and tbh I now see why cause ngl I feel like I’m just baggage and a complete idiot, I only really get in the way ngl which is probably why I don’t like getting close to people, not to mention all the dumb stuff I’ve said, I mean I’ve apologized and I don’t think a lotta that anymore but does it really matter in this day and age? Sometimes I just kinda wished I never befriended people and just went back to being a complete hermit cause tbh I feel like it’s only causing and gonna cause more stress in the long run, mainly for them.