everyday I feel trapped in my mind. and I hate it. everything I say or do is "wrong" I can't do shit right according to every god damn person I've ever met. I'm a "f*cking piece of shit disappointment" as my dad says. and according to my mom "im a problematic a**hole" they tell me everyday they don't know where they went wrong with me. they make me feel worthless and like im nothing and like I will never be loved. and its been like this for the past 8 years. and im so ever it. no one sees the pain. cause if I put on a fake smile im "fine".