After being with my partner for so long and observing his behavior both by himself and around children I've come to the realization I don't want kids. I feel like having kids would honestly create more of a divide in an already rocking relationship. He can't handle basic things and response like a kid himself it honestly feels like I'm raising him. When I think about him and a baby I cringe. I don't think I could handle him and baby. A small part of me hopes I change my mind if he someone shows he is more dependable but another part of me is strongly against having kids . It could even be I just don't want kids with him.