tw: food so I've had a bad relationship with food from like the start of puberty up until now, but I've never really tried to lose weight or fix my body up until now too. I mean I tried but I failed. so yesterday I successfully fasted for the entire day surviving on nothing but coffee. I went to sleep and had a weird feeling as if I was gonna die? I have no idea why.. but basically I felt guilty that I was doing this to my body. So I woke up today thinking I will eat a bit. I had lunch then logged it onto My Fitness Pal and it turned out around 600 CALORIES!!! so I felt guilty as if I just ruined my "diet".. Even though I would eat more than that before and not feel guilty. I am scared that this has turned into an eating disorder. There are no therapists in my area and I would like to get out of these habits before I end up going too far and killing my body from lack of food. Idk if this is the right place to post this to..