Sometimes I feel like I don’t have anyone. I try to be there for everyone and check in on everyone but nobody really checks in on me. I don’t even feel like I have friends anymore. I don’t even have a best friend. I have “friends” but It doesn’t even feel like they are my friends and just more Like “people I follow around at school”. I’ve thought before about what it would be like if I wasn’t here, the effect. But I don’t think it’d impact that many people. I just wanna feel important. I feel like nothing. I wanna feel loved. I wanna be in love. I’m only 14, and it feels like ever since I was younger I’ve still always felt alone. I don’t honk I’ve ever felt so isolated in my mind. And it’s like I can’t tell anyone about it because they wouldn’t understand how it feels. I just wanna be loved.