i dont know how it started nor what causes it, but all i know is that for no specific reason, for every month at an unexpected date, i somehow feel empty. i feel no emotions, its so hard to keep it all inside. i get irritated at almost EVERYTHING. i dont want to be disturbed and i just want everything to go my way. keyword: every month. and somehow im not liking every bit. recently i cancelled going out with my friends because its that time of the month, and now theyre ignoring the hell out of me. im going crazy. ive been everywhere looking for people to talk to, but had no luck in finding someone. i keep all my feelings inside and i cant even let it all out for petes sake. i just need someone to talk to right now.