Ok, first off I just wanna be clear and say you better not hate on the lgbtq community because this is just what I’m going through. And honestly I feel really bad and gross about it. So, I have a crush on my best friend. Pretty normal, right? We’re both girls. Nothing wrong about it, right? But. I’ve masturbated while thinking about her multiple times... and she’s only 13... and I’m 14... It almost feels like I’ve violated her? Ok tbh I have a pretty high libido and I pleasure myself a lot. But my weird underdeveloped teenage brain managed to incorporate her into *all of that*. I really value our friendship but I feel so bad about my actions...