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I'm feeling bad and rotten, bad, terrible - rotten. Feeling I have a defect/defective, there is something wrong with me,there is something seriously wrong with me. (feeling defectiveness). Feeling that I'm bad, terrible and rotten, rotted, and I have rottenness. I have a defect, I'm defective, have a problem, there is something wrong with me/something seriously wrong with me. I feel bad, rotten, rotted, rottenness. To be honest I feel like excrement, like shit.


A deep sense of being bad, terrible, flawed, "flawedment", an inner sense of being/feeling rotten, rotted, rottenness. I'd say even thinking that I am rotten is a trigger. I feel the same about our family - bad, terrible, rotten, rotted, rottenness. Bad, terrible, rotten, rottenness. There is something seriously wrong with them - I just don't know what.


I'm also gay/homosexual and I feel bad, terrible, horrible, rotted, rottenness. I feel shame, terror, horror, horrified, frightened. I'm feeling bad and rotten. Even the word "rotten", rotted, rottenness is a trigger. I feel there is something seriously wrong with me - I just don't know what.






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