I feel like a five year old because I hate sleeping. It's not because of any thing to do with sleeping, it's what comes after.
A new day.
A new, agonising, painful day.
I don't want to sleep because I don't want the next day to come.
I don't want a tomorrow.
I have very frequent dreams.
Some even waking me up at night.
But then I can't get back to sleep.
because I don't want to sleep.
My body physically tries to stop me from sleeping because it knows what's coming the next day.
It makes me feel like a five year old.
Any advice will be much appreciated.
Thank you for reading.