12 days ago
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I feel like a 5yo because I don't want to sleep

I feel like a five year old because I hate sleeping. It's not because of any thing to do with sleeping, it's what comes after.

Day.

A new day.

A new, agonising, painful day.


I don't want to sleep because I don't want the next day to come.

I don't want a tomorrow.

I have very frequent dreams.

Some even waking me up at night.

But then I can't get back to sleep.

because I don't want to sleep.

My body physically tries to stop me from sleeping because it knows what's coming the next day.


It makes me feel like a five year old.

Any advice will be much appreciated.

Thank you for reading.