But the job market where I live is very competitive even before covid times. I didint finish my bachelors because I had a mental break down and was abused while I was in that vulnerable state. I've been dealing with PTSD for the past 4 years and shitty therapists. I worked little jobs here and there but nothing impressive for a resume. I want to get out and moving again and I know me working is the only way to do that. As long as its livable wage and I do my job well, I dont give a fuck what it is. I wish someone could help me but I'm getting to the age where I'm supposed to handle all my troubles alone as a responsible adult should. I want to pull my hair out sometimes by the timing of this. Half of my 20s was stolen from me.