i was writing something but the tab reloaded so its gone so i just did a little searching and i think its called depersonalization.though im not surelike,sometimes i feel like im not me and sometimes im feel like im not completely therelooking at old pictures thinking if that's even me.i was a loud and talkative childnow im noti dont know what happened,i dont know how it transitionedsometimes i feel like im in my head,in a room and i shake my head to go backconfused and blurred unable to think when im not aloneold memories play in third personthe person in the mirror is me but at the same time notmoods and emotions control my thoughts and those thoughts are buried deep down until i feel the same emotion that made themapologies for the rambling it's my first time writing hereand i just hope someone could explain any of this to me because it just makes me confused