i was writing something but the tab reloaded so its gone so i just did a little searching and i think its called depersonalization.though im not sure
like,sometimes i feel like im not me and sometimes im feel like im not completely there
looking at old pictures thinking if that's even me.
i was a loud and talkative child
now im not
i dont know what happened,i dont know how it transitioned
sometimes i feel like im in my head,in a room and i shake my head to go back
confused and blurred
unable to think when im not alone
old memories play in third person
the person in the mirror is me but at the same time not
moods and emotions control my thoughts and those thoughts are buried deep down until i feel the same emotion that made them
apologies for the rambling it's my first time writing here
and i just hope someone could explain any of this to me because it just makes me confused