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I feel like im relapsing and becoming depressed again.

I had depression, anxiety and self-confidence issues around 2 years ago up until the point where I tried to commit suicide. The days that followed my attempt, I felt the most love and appreciation I've ever had from my family members. I started getting better and feeling happy more often. This past year was one of my happiest years, hardly any depressive thoughts and feelings. I had supportive family members and friends and I felt like everything was going great. But now, just as the school year has started, all my friends have moved away due to COVID, my sister has moved away, my parents are always working. I just feel so alone, like no one is there for me and cares about me right now. Im a sophmore and just starting the IB program, and I have no idea how I am going to cope as when I feel like this my grades always drop. I feel helpless and I dont have anyone to reach out to. Im scared of letting my family down but I dont know how I'm going to get through this.