I cant stay up for more than 5 hours before feeling like shit. This terrible feeling inside me, like I've been hexed. My body feels so heavy and weighed down energetically. Everything becomes a reminder that this world is evil. It is unfair and frankly its spiraling out of control becoming a chaos realm more and more each day because people couldnt mind their own business and work on themselves instead of worrying about how they need to change/fix somebody else.