I've been trying to get pregnant for the last year and for some reason it's just not happening. Me and my partner have had tests and we're all ok. But I just can't get pregnant and I feel like a failure. I feel as if the universe just wants to test me over and over. I lost my mum 10 years ago, become a single mother from an abusive relationship, lived off of food scraps and then a slither of happiness happened when I met my current partner. But its not been easy and now we're in a good place But stuck with the stress of not being able to conceive. I just feel shitty, like nothing good can ever last and I feel so much anger from so much being taken away from me. Why don't I deserve some happiness??????