I have class in 30 minutes. First online class of the year and honestly I dont look forward to it. I dont wanna do it but I know I have to. Im not ready. I feel so anxious right now, I feel like Im gonna break down. I know its about time to it together and focus on my studies but Im just so unmotivated. This is my last year of highschool. The past two days I thought I could do it but now Im sitting at my desk, anxiety through the roof. Last year has been so shit. My studies were all messed up and I feel like I didnt complete it. Now Im starting new stuff and Im just so unmotivated. Im moody all the time and I dont wanna talk to people anymore. Its so hard but I know I have to do it. It makes me so depressed when it comes to school stuff and I feel like an idiot.