The dude I used to date, we broke up for a reason, because it seemed like a dead end, neither of us wanted to do it. But then later I couldn't see the dead end anymore. I wanted to go back and faced rejection. Gradually he decreased the amount of time for which we talked to each other and kept on decreasing it. Now he doesnt even text. He once said, "Even if things dont go the way you want, never even for once second think that I would stop talking to you." I mean dude, what? Have you seen your replies? they are so fucking rude and hurtful! Most of the times its just an 'ok' very much significant of the fact that he doesnt care anymore, but he says its just that he is bored. Am I an object. DUDE I am a fucking human. The moment you say you are bored, its like you're also pointing out the fact that I wasn't very successful in keeping you interested- that I am not a very like-able person. While I surf through my gallery, I find Screenshots of our old chats. And he was so keen on talking with me, he was so keen on listening to music with me. But yes, there is this thing- that when you have something, you lose value for it. I don't know something doesn't add up. Something just doesnt add up. He used to make me feel really important like, even a month back. He used to say things like, I wake up thinking about you. Now he doesnt even text. Neither does he answer my texts properly. He had been rude after our break up, but then he also tried to explain himself, and say things like, " I was under shock back then, but then, that doesn't mean I don't like you anymore." And it was somewhat a week after that, that he was like: "I'm bored" I mean what the fuck? You can talk when you want to talk, and get a decent reply, but when the other person wants to talk, you have the right to be rude. I am trying to get therapy. There is an inevitable impulse that I have to text him, to shout at him, to tell him that he is just being an asshole, but if he doesnt want to talk I cannot force him to talk. And you know what, there is another thing he says: "we can talk when there is something to talk about" Dude if you dont want to talk, there will never be anything to talk about. If I text him, I'll just be hurting myself. But I am hurting myself even otherwise, when I am not texting. Or maybe its just an excuse.