I fucked up, I missed my opportunity to get a job in a long time. I am tired of everything. I can't sleep, I can't eat and I am pretty sure that tomorrow my family will kick me out of the house because I haven't been able to pay my rent for a while due to the fact that I lost my job 3 months ago.
I don't know what to do, I don't see alternatives or options for me. Life is too short I guess.