I am a very simple person in the way that I do what makes me happy. I don’t care about fitting in and just want to do what makes me happy in life. Like reading, drawing creating all of that stuff. I suffer with very bad mental health and have never really got the proper help. Know one around me took it seriously so I had to help myself. Anyways, now my boyfriend and mother keep telling me that there is something wrong with me and I make it all up. I put labels on myself. I need to get a real job (9-5) also we argue about how important money is and stuff like that. I’m always so depressed and I tell them how I don’t know what I want to do in the future because I have no desire ? I feel nothing a lot of the time. I want to know if I am the problem ? They tell me I am the problem, but I am slowly starting to be happier with myself, but they see a problem in me just being here on the earth not working.