I give up

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I feel so trapped in the dull repeating days of life and am so useless that I can’t seem to help myself . I’ve stopped caring and hanging out with friends, they don’t care either, I hate it all. What’s the point in us being here when we live for weekends and are sat writing or typing in a chair for all of our days. Life seems so worthless at this point and I’m so close to giving up altogether but I don’t want to leave my family the inconvenience I’d create which seems to be the only thing keeping me here as well as my girlfriend. I understand I’m lucky and have no reason to be like this but it’s because I always want more. I awful and weird and if people knew half of what I’m really like they’d fucking hate me