I'm loosing everyone. No one notices me or that I'm in pain, I can't talk to half of my family because of arguments they get into with my parents and stuff and that impacts me. People have come up to me just to say they hate me or I'm ugly which I understand I am ugly. I have no motivation to do the things I want to do and my parents always find a way to yell at me. My best friend is suicidal and yet she is still drifting away from me to her bf of maybe a month or two now. I have no one else and I feel numb. I have "friends" but they don't feel like friends anymore they make fun off how I look or feel and spread personal stuff about me to others. I feel like giving up and I'm only young.