This afternoon i felt amazing. I was smiling, laughing and i had the most amazing time. But...I wasn't really happy. I wanted to die. I was desperate to slit my wrists til my hands felt numb. I want to slit right through my veins. Right through my bones. I was desperate for the melancholy sting. I was aching to get home. I guess this is it. I guess its the end.
This is Christian Lavande signing out.