imma preface this by saying transphobes and homophobes can kindly leave this post alone. ive been struggling with my gender identity for a while, i thought about it for the first time many years ago- when i first found out you could be anything but cis/het, but then i dropped it for awhile and suppressed it deep down inside. i told myself i was an ally, and that i was "normal"(i am normal, just not 'cisgendered' normal). i know im not my assigned gender at birth, and ive been looking into so many labels but in doing so it all feels like im just a big fake, and that all im feeling is just discomfort and im lying to myself. i know thats not the case, but since my dysphoria isnt as bad as ive seen it portrayed i just dont feel comfortable with anything anymore. i havent come out to anyone in person, only a few online friends but everytime i gain the courage to tell them i have a crisis on wether im faking or not and i dont want people to hate me for changing my mind. it all sounds stupid but its been eating at me forever and i keep researching and changing my labels and i dont want them to judge me for it. basically, im scared, and im confused, and i know a ton of useless to me labels.