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I had a threesome at 15

I still feel guilty about this night that went down when I was 15 years old (about to turn 16 in a month). NO ONE knows this story except for the people that were there. My best friend and I at the time would go to our beach houses every summer. We had crazy summers of partying on beaches, yachts, crazy houses, etc and I remember one night we got so wasted. there was no going back. We were at this boat party where there was endless drinks and everyone was getting really fucked up. we had to leave after a few hours because our curfew was soon, so we left and started heading back to my house which was a short walk away. On our way this guy that we were both obsessed with asked ME if i wanted to chill. It was really risky of me to go because I was really close family friends with the guy too. My friend ended up coming with me because she was spending the night and I remember being annoyed because I knew she was into him too. When we got there me and him started making out. I was really surprised when she came up to us in the middle of it and started kissing him too. I was so inexperienced at this point in my life. I had just finished my first relationship and had only been with one guy. Everything was happening so fast and I had no idea what to do except to let it happen. Super weird to think that the second guy I had sex with was my family friend in a threesome. The experience made me feel really strange for a while, but for some reason my best friend and I stayed friends for 2 years after. Randomly she ghosted me as a friend and she never gave me an explanation. It has now been 4 years since that night happened but it feels like decades ago. We both have kept it a secret but it is so weird that we both still have that memory. It's kind of fucked up that this happened and I would be so embarrassed if anyone found out.

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Re: I had a threesome at 15

i think you should tell a parent. i know that seems REALLY risky and i’m not even sure what your parents are like, but if they aren’t abusive or lose their temper quickly i think the only way that could help with the guilt is telling one (preferably the one you’re most close with) and talking about it. and also, i understand what it’s like to make dumb decisions and regret it for long after, but you gotta remember the facts. for you id say that you were drunk.. (which was also a bad idea ig but i assume you did it cause everyone else was.) and everything was also super crazy and like you said, no going back now.


sorry u gotta live with the memory.