Life treats everyone above and beyond their expectation and it does the same to me. I am in a long term relationship now and we are struggling with our business and planning . Had to leave home country and on hard work routine to makeup that social status. Some issues in marriage made me and kids to set back in hometown and very accidently I met the gentleman whom I rejected few years ago without even seeing him. Now this old chap is all settled and full time family man. I am not jealous but have the sad feeling haunting for saying NO without even knowing about him .Hope my boyfriend will patch up soon and make me out of this dilemma forever. Jesus will give us all the strength to survive.