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i hate and love her?

i dont know what to do at this point, i loved her very much but all she did was use me and now that she has the smallest bit of happiness towards me being there for her i dont know if i love her anymore and like i dont know what to feel since she made fun of my mom and cat that have both passed away that i was really close to. i feel like i shouldnt be letting her get into my head and make my feelings all messed up but i dont want to leave her and everytime i try to go she somehow gets me back to being her friend, i dont know what to do and want a option thats not leaving her, or hurting me.