I'm so fucking tired.
So, my life's been kinda shit rn. My little brother is staying up until 1oclock in the morning, and my mum can't keep up with him, so here I am staying up with him for days on end. Then when I finally get to go to my own bed, my baby sister wakes up an hour later. Neither my big sister nor my stepdad can stay fucking calm with her so it just leaves me and my mum to put her back to sleep. My mum is so tired as well and then my stepdad has the fucking audacity to moan over my big sister's broken phone (one of my little sisters broke it) and he decided to tell my mum they should put her up for adoption. Then my mum texts me and tells me this like I can do something about it. Then during the day thanks to COVID the bitch 19 I'm on my phone a bunch, and my stepdad doesn't like it cuz boo fucking hoo I'm not playing with the kids 24/7. When I try to play with them I'm so bloody tired to be enthusiastic and it just bores them and I'm so mad that I can't help more. My other little sisters are being lazy fucks and their bedroom keeps getting a state, which is just getting my parents more pissed at me when I don't help as much during the day even though I'm either tidying or settling my baby sister for a nap or trying to wrap my head around my hyperfixations for once. I'm blaming most of my tiredness on my low iron but the medicine is so kicking tedious and gross plus I don't even have time.