okay, so ive been struggling with school lately. my grades have been dropping. this never happens. online school is just i hate it i have a hard time making friends, &i overthink EVERYTHING. my friends are just TOXIC. i dont want to leave them, cause their the only friends i have. im insecure of everything. my life just sucks. whenever i tell others about my life, they just say "suck it up" well i cant. my parents are having a hard time making a living. covid sucks. lol all i do is listen to music & play osu. i feel really bad posting this. im crazy, im only 16 and im suicidal. help. i am so sorry.