I hate it here. No one actually understands me, not like they're trying too.I wish wasn't born in a broken family. I wish I could turn back time to be with my grandmom, the only person who truly cared and loved me unconditionally despite of my flaws, and shortcomings. I feel alone and suffocated and I am surrounded by lots of toxic people. I just want to be understood, adults should know better. I am tired of fake smiling, tired of being the one who always gives way. I wish I had a best friend, I wish my mom was here, I wish I had that special someone.