I hate everything. I feel like am alone. I constantly start to hate myself whenever I think about my past .
Like I feel like I fucked up my entire life .
looking back to when I was young always trying tofit in but rnd up doing shit I end up regretting later and I hate that I try to love me but I care about what othets think
I always try to getbsympathy and wish I had like one of my friends lives .
I feel like I cant trust anyone and also I do to much to be liked to the point of being wierd and I hate everyone but still feel like It would hurt losing them