My long term partner left me for an onlyfans girl. I’m really struggling with my body image now. Like I can’t compete with her, even though she’s very self centered with an “I’m the shit” attitudeShes this gorgeous Asian girl and I’m just pale boring and white.I’m skinnier than her and have a bigger chest size, but overall she is much prettier than I am. Now I look in the mirror and all I can think about is how much prettier she is than me, how much better she is, how my life would be so much better if I were her. She has hundreds of guys at her feet, and took the only one who ever showed any interest in me. I’ve tried to do my makeup like hers and dress the style she does, take Instagram pics like she does, but I’m just not mainstream attractive like she is.How can I feel better about who I am and stop wishing I was her?