Fuck I'm so sad rn and feel like I wanna end myself. My family hates me, worst I overheard my parents talk about how disappointing I am and I can't get over it. I am still young and want to enjoy my life but fuck this shit. I don't have any close friends to talk to, I always move school and idk maybe have anxiety. Idk if I'm depressed or not cause I am too afraid to ask my parents to go and check me cause all they'll say is " U prob just sad" like yeah I'm sad for 5 years now good thing. I want to live alone where no one would give a f about me but I'm underaged to even start working. I lost motivation to study and even to live another day. Idk wtaf is my problem but shit this hurts so bad. I only wish I was adopted cause let me fucking go back to the orphanage. I am a disappointment, I hate myself. Fml.