I really hate my life. I just want someone who understands me and talks to me. My siblings find me annoying. Every time I try to create a conversations they look so annoyed and don’t even answer, and they just say “shut up, you’re being annoying”. And when they ask me something and I say no, she says things like, “why are you being so bitchy?!, stop being so selfish and bitchy!, you’re being really annoying you know that?!”, but when my other sibling say no, she doesn’t even say the things she said to me. Why am I so hated???. I just feel like crying so much. Everyday I’m being shouted that I’m being so bitchy and selfish and that I’m really annoying. Maybe it’s my fault for saying no, but why can’t she be a bit nicer? And I’m her older sister. Just one year tho. I feel like crying everyday and if I do cry, they make fun of me. Like, “you’re seriously crying?, you’re such a crybaby!” It’s just being said bitchy, selfish, annoying every single day, really hurts me. Am I being weird? It’s like I’m the odd one out. I feel like I’m not even needed in this family. I just want to die. I hate living every day like this. I hate this life. I hate the fact that I’m so weak and can’t say anything back. I want to die. I want to die but I don’t know how, I seriously want to die. I’m literally hated by my siblings. They don’t even care about me. What’s the point in living if no one cares about you? I don’t even have any friends so no one in this world would care about me including my parents. They most probably find me annoying and weird and different than my sibling.I hate it. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I do. I hate my life. I just want to die.