I'm recently single after having found the perfect woman. There was literally nothing wrong in our relationship. She still says that nobody else has ever treated her as well. But she still left.I am lost. I'm falling back into the same depression that I was facing before, but it is worse this time. I'm not suicidal, and I'm not self harming. I just feel completely alone and am unable to find joy in the things that I once loved doing. I've come to the conclusion that I seek out love because I am incapable of providing that love for myself. I'm by no means a bad guy. I told you, I treated my ex better than anyone else has. I am probably one of the sweetest and most understanding guys out there. I am a talented artist, a hard worker, and I don't look half bad. I just hate myself. I just can't seem to shake the feeling of worthlessness.