I hate myself. I hate every little thing about myself I tear myself down so much and it feels awful. My self confidence has gotten worse and worse lately, I just see all these amazing attractive people and think…it isn’t fair. It’s not fair. I don’t compare myself to models I compare myself to just people who are attractive. I want someone to look at me and think “wow, he’s pretty.” But that’s not gonna happen. Life isn’t fair it doesn’t treat you fair. Unless ur rich or privileged. Even then it’ll throw u in the dirt. Why am I the way I am. Why was I born this way I wasn’t even born in the right body let alone mindset. My life’s been getting shittier and shittier and I’m trying so hard but I’m so young too. None of this is fair. I don’t count this as fair. Im a glass half full kinda guy see beauty in everyone but myself. I’m just sick of hurting. I’m sick of hating myself I’m sick of wanting to tear my skins from my bones it sounds stupid and like some depressed poet but I can’t live like this anymore. I can’t wake up like this anymore.