I know I’m kind of a brat. I mean, my family and friends all think I’m skinny and pretty but I just don’t see what they see. I vent to my friends a lot but to be honest, I don’t Want to annoy them ever day even though they say it’s ok. I’m so confused on what I want. Some days I don’t eat or barely eat, on others I eat normally but feel really guilty after. I just don’t know what to do, how do I love myself? I feel drained all day and sometimes think about just ending it all but I’m too scared to try. What if I fail? I’m pretty young, I turned 13 a few months ago so I’m not sure if I’m exaggerating or not. I just need some advice and using this as a place to vent because I can’t really talk about it w/ friends or parents.