i hate it. it makes me feel like a stupid fucking worthless child. "awwwww poor wittle babie can't wegulate theiw emotions pwopewwy ówò" shut the FUCK up i want to hurt you. i want to hurt everyone. i want to hurt myself. and if i want to stop feeling like this i have to give in like a stupid little bitch baby and take stupid worthless fuckikg pills i hate this i hate this i want to fucking kill myself i hate this why can't i just regulate my own goddamn emotions like a NORMAL FUCKING PERSON. I WANT TO DIE. I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO TAKE MEDICINE. I CAN REGULATE MY OWN FUCKING SHIT. LIKE A NORMAL PERSON.