I am just a kid when i found out the truth about my family. It beggins when i was in grade 3. I have a friend and he ask me if i have a broken family. And i seed NO because my family is perfect. For me they are my life and my world. They are the reason why i have strength... But everything change. My mother once told us about his life and how he meet dad. But everytime his telling the story i felt there's a missing part. I just feel it. So while my mother and father is at work i told my sister about what i feel. And then he breath and start telling the craziest thing i ever heard! My father is not my biological father! And he had family in the other city so that's every month hes always gone... And my true father is a drug lord! Fuck.. all my life they lied to me and didn't now what's happening in my family. Now i know why i feel there's missing part in every story that mom said. I cried and cried all that day. I felt my heart is gonna explode. After that day i didn't mension anything about what i found. And then after one year my fake father just DISSAPEAR. Whe contact him but no one answerd. Untill Christmas came theres no contact about him.. 1 year past my mom gathered me and my sister in the kitchen. She open her mouth and said. "You're dad call the day after Christmas.. he said he is tired.. he tried to protect us but he can't do it anymore.. he will never come back to us.." after that a whe all didn't talk. I tried to hide my tears i ran in my room and burst into cry... She made us idiot for thinking he will comeback to us! He made me wate! I am so idiot to think that he would come bavk to us.. after what happened my grades got lower and lower. I don't know what to do. Im just so tired... I want to sleep.. i think the chapter whe wrote got ended...Please give me advice guys... I really need a advice right now. Im so empty.. i just wanted to be happy... Please give me advice..