When I was younger I did this thing where I rub my penis on the bed and get a really special feeling. It is called masturbation and I am guilty of it. People think I am a good person but I am not, I had sex with myself. What kind of deviant pervert would do such a thing. I am a disgusting soul and cannot live with myself even 28 years later. I did this several times in 1993 and ruined my soul. If there is a hell then I will go there at the end of time for I am the worst of the worst. I tremble at my karma at death and the fear of it is worse then hell itself will be. I am more guilty then the devil himself.