i told my best friend that i had an ED a couple of days ago, she said shewould be supportive. She has been don't get me wrong but ever since that day i feel lioe they have been eating less at lunch (they were eating fine before) and now i get so anxious at lunch because my ed tells me it's a competition.
One of the reasons i could even show up to lunch was because seeing others eat healthy made me feel safe and now i feel like they aren't eating because of me. I don't want to blame her because what if she has an ED too. But they were eating fine a few days ago and i just can't help but feel a bit hurt that as soon as i told them they stop eating infront of me