I dont know what to do or where to go and get help, i dont wanna feel this way and i hate it, im scared for the people im attracted to, i only realized i had these feelings when we had a biology class and found myself turned on tearing and dissecting a pig around my size, imagining it as my crush. im sofucked, i have suppressed these urges via watching snuff films and med school human dissection videos. i have bought live small animals and fish and dissected them using box cutters. it gives me immense pleasure seeing them die while focusing on the blood, imagining my crush dissected by me. when i was around 10, i used to keep a collection of small dead animals and had them as trophies. now i want to do the same thing to my crush. sorry i just needed to vent these feelings, i am so fucked lol

I dont know what to do or where to go and get help, i dont wanna feel this way and i hate it, im scared for the people im attracted to, i only realized i had these feelings when we had a biology class and found myself turned on tearing and dissecting a pig around my size, imagining it as my crush. im sofucked, i have suppressed these urges via watching snuff films and med school human dissection videos. i have bought live small animals and fish and dissected them using box cutters. it gives me immense pleasure seeing them die while focusing on the blood, imagining my  crush dissected by me. when i was around 10, i used to keep a collection of small dead animals and had them as trophies. now i want to do the same thing to my crush. sorry i just needed to vent these feelings, i am so fucked lol

Please you should as soon as possible shouls see a psychologist

Please you should as soon as possible shouls see a psychologist

Re: I have anthropophagolagnia (fetish for murder then rape)

Everyone's brains are wired differently. It's not your fault to be born like that but it will be if you choose to live like that. It's a huge step that you understood that those feelings are not normal. See a therapist, there are many ways your feelings can be handled and they will be able to help you. You have made this far without hurting anybody and I'm sure you are going to do good even in the future

Everyone's brains are wired differently. It's not your fault to be born like that but it will be if you choose to live like that. It's a huge step that you understood that those feelings are not normal. See a therapist, there are many ways your feelings can be handled and they will be able to help you. You have made this far without hurting anybody and I'm sure you are going to do good even in the future

everybody is born different with a different set of mind. I totally agree that not everybody get to choose how they are born but it is our choice to choose right from wrong. you should get help before it's too late. you don't want to end up in jail cause that's how seriel killers are born. thank god u didn't try that on a human and closed to come out about it. nobody's to superior for help or advice, ty to fight and don't give up when you fail, try and try harderif you want to talk pls feel free to dm me @re_ema2702 on instagram I could change another platform if u like

everybody is born different with a different set of mind. I totally agree that not everybody get to choose how they are born but it is our choice to choose right from wrong. you should get help before it's too late.                                                                                                                                                                                  you don't want to end up in jail cause that's how seriel killers are born. thank god u didn't try that on a human and closed to come out about it.                             nobody's to superior for help or advice, ty to fight and don't give up when you fail, try and try harderif you want to talk pls feel free to dm me @re_ema2702 on instagram I could change another platform if u like