I have been celibate for the better part of 10 years. No man wants to have sex with me. They don’t want to go out on dates with me, they don’t want to be in a relationship with me and they do want to marry me. I feel like life is so unfair. I had a man stop talking to me when he found out I used up my weekend to help in an NPO to find funding. There were children starving in the world. What I was supposed to do? Was I supposed to let them starve when there was resources out there and they could get access to it? Who is that selfish?Do not get me wrong. They stare at me all the time. They stare at me. Okay I get the stares. They look interested. Women come up to me all the time and tell me how beautiful and stylish. I model, I have a modelling contract, I get photographed in magazines but no man wants to have sex with me. I don’t know what the problem is.The other day I met a man who has a PhD in engineering and he said to me “you’re so athletic”. This was after finding out I also had a PhD, speak three languages and work as a publicist. Wanted to have some children but no man wants to have sex with me so how is it going to happen?I met a guy whose wife spent 30,000 United States dollars on the shoes 10 pairs of high heel shoes from Christian Louboutin shoes. He hated my guts. Then four years later I see his wife. I that man wanted to marry a woman who looked like she was a rung out kitchen towel. In the first-class cabin of an aeroplane. Okay and she looked terrible. No I am not fat shaming. She was slim. It had nothing to do with that. She were a stretched out T-shirt had very flat hair and she had never used serum on her skin in her entire life. And they were posing for pictures like celebrities for social media. I was like what the ... you can pay $10,000 per person for a seat but you cannot afford to get your hair done? Or a facial?It was so disgusting and then I find out better that she didn’t even speak English. That they barely understand each other. I know he is totally miserable because she wants him to take all of his money and move back to her Eastern European country where she came from and spend all the money is building a business with her brother. So now he’s in big trouble because he can’t earn his salary that he is getting now in Dubai in the Eastern European country. And she can’t understand English so she can’t understand. Know the first person he called when he realised he was miserable? He called me. You bet your life I blocked his arse.I happened to be a sexual buffet just about any fantasy play that is obviously - legally - that you could possibly think of. Will give you an example. I was once applying for some jobs in the middle east and I came across one asking for a secretary. I tried to submit my resume and then the man asked me for my pictures and I thought with a minute this man doesn’t want a secretary. So I told him exactly what I was planning to do to him and I said if you want something and I described all of the sexual fantasies he was probably having. And he sent me a text saying that he would be my sexual plaything and that he wants to be humiliated by me. And you know what I humiliated him and he was so turned on by it and I thought look at that so simple. But most men don’t even try to approach me to figure out what is going on and that man he is so happyMay give you an example. I was once applying for some jobs in the middle east and I came across one asking for a secretary. I tried to submit my resume and then the man asked me for my pictures and I thought with a minute this man doesn’t want a secretary. So I sent him an email detailing exactly what I was planning to do to him in his office. And he sent me a email saying that he would be my sexual plaything and that he wanted to be humiliated by me. And you know what I humiliated him and he was so turned on by it and I thought look at that so simple. But most men don’t even try to approach me to figure out what is going on. Could be as happy as that man is with the fantasy role-play scenes that I have in my mind. I read fiction as a hobby. Who doesn’t want a woman who likes to read. Imagine what a woman with a great imagination can do to you. Do you want those vacuous girls with lie self esteem that you can wrap around your little fingers. You need to get with a bright woman okay so she can freak you out.