I love this guy a lot and he's been in my life for over 10 years. I love being near him, holding him, kissing him, everything I could do with him, I love doing it. Yet, I can't but think I'm lying. I know I love him but I feel like I don't actually love him sometimes. He always shows me immense care and affection, I do the same. I have been thinking of not being with him and I know that if me and him arent in a relationship anymore, I know that i'd want to hug him and still hold his hand because its happened before. Am I faking about caring for him?? I don't know whats wrong with me. I love him and then I don't but I know I still do love him. He's never done anything to hurt me and he supports all of my decisions. Its just my thoughts, please someone help me.