I really love my sister. i always flex her to others and I really trust her thats why I told my secrets to her. but tonight i heard her talking to my oldest sister who I really hate. And my second sister was telling my older sister that i am stupid and very lazy. I feel so sad rn and i dont think i can sleep this. because i cant accept that she just did that. Ik backstabbing is normal but it really hurts to hear it from her just awhile ago. Im sorry that im sharing this stuff.