Hi yes, you know just by the title of this. i come to think of it. I never left the house since school ended because of covid, my social anxiety grew longer, my insecurity to my body also did, and i had a bad hair cut but tbh i can style it i just dont have the enough material to ( lmao i got a boycutt ) Anyways, so the topic- like i just really really want to leave the house and wander the streets just for an hours then go back but then i remembered the police that roam the entire streets here. But i don't know if they do in the area that literally i haven't seen anybody walk around to. So idk. I'm still a minor, and 21+ years old only could go outside to buy foods and any necessary things, and i just think it's so cruel like- i literally can just said im 18 or 17 but they said no❤️All i just wish is to draw peacefully and just get that fresh air but the age restrictions is- jsksjsjjsjsLike what do you want me to do here? Play with the ghosts? Like seriously. If i can just draw somewhere private, i really would. But the problem is, social anxiety, 24/7 social anxiety. I hate that 💩I just want to eat my gummy bears and wander around towns while i keep my phone in my pocket and then just enjoy the life that i've been wanting since i was 7. Then sit in my favourite spot on my favourite place with my favourite unbothered guard that's just minding his own business but now all the guards here are just rude and bothered by the little things you do. Seriously, why can't the virus just leave us alone? Imagine how tired we are.