I am writing this while while eyes are full of tears. I can't take this anymore. I am a 15 year old. I will turn 16 this soon. Things have not being going on well in my family since November 2020. It is Feb 2021 now. My dad started flirting with a woman next door and my mom is very depressed. He does not treat her properly. He abuses her. It is happening ever since my child hood that he abuses my mom and me. He only cares for his brothers and their family. He tells me to quit studying. He never allows me and mom to do anything.We are not allowed to order food, eat anything without his permission, buy anything. I am not allowed to use social media(even tho I use secretly). I am not allowed to wear shorts, I have to wear a bindi always and I am not allowed to take up my dream job/profession. I am a very talented artist and I paint tribal art. He never praises me. My mom is planning to divorce him soon. He may not say yes to it, but I hope that she divorces him. 15 years of my life have been hell. I can't take this more. For a moment I cry and think that everything is going to go back to fine but I know it will be hard for both me and my mom, but most importantly we can get freedom. He is a monster who will never change. I love k-drama and k-pop but he beats me and abuses me everytime I say something about them. I just want my dad to go away from our life.