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I just dont see the point anymore

I was raped. Not going into details. I now think I suffer from (self-diagnosed as I am not reaching out for help) PTSD, anxiety, depression, insomnia and so on. I have suicide in my mind constantly. I do see my rapist alot as he hangs around the places I used to enjoy going to with my bestfriend. Everytime I see him, anyone who looks familiar or even hear his name (not common but it is used for something that is common) I have a pain in my chest and heart and cannot breathe. He has done this to another young girl in the same area it happened to me in and I have heard he has many cases. I make jokes all the time about it to my best friend who knows what happened because that's the only way I'll be able to talk about it. I have many more problems in my life, but this is the main reason as to why I will not make it past 16.

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Re: I just dont see the point anymore

I'm so sorry this happened to you, honey.

You are worthy of healing, and what he did to you he has to pay.

And nobody should blame you.

We trust people who we thought are trustworthy..

That guy you probably trusted.. AND IT IS HIS FAULT

Not yours, nobody should think otherwise.

People don't raise kids right to treat people like people.

I'm sending love to you, man. <3

To take the first step in healing:

Please seek professional help from a family counselor you can trust,

before going to a specialist.

But first, maybe you can open up to your best friend from the bottom of your heart.

Or you can talk to the girl that he took advantage too.

It will be hard, yes, but sharing it with her will help you find solace.

All the power to ya!//God bless!

-Mr. Anonymous

#StopVictimBlaming #MeToo

I want to tell you it’s not you’re fault never blame yourself that person is not going to have any luck very saddening hearing about that I’m so sorry that you went through that please never give up I was raped years ago I kept it to myself for years about 2 years ago I couldn’t hold it in no more I told my family what happened went to counseling helped me a lot you didn’t deserve that at all wish I can give you a hug

Hey, did you report this I felt a pain in my heart that this person has done this to another girl and still rooms about in the area. If you haven't tell your family please try to, they are the best to trust with this and they should support you and help you get justice.

This is really bad and I'm so so sorry dear but I want you to know that this is not going to stop your dreams and not enough to stop you from living a beautiful life. it's not going to be easy to put it behind you but try to be at your best and go back to the beautiful life you have left behind because of it. I pray you have the fighting spirit to push through this. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Maybe you should try reaching out for help and ask your family to take you to a psychiatrist? or try to talk you feelings out to a close family member or friend, it might not totally help but atleast you could vent out your emotions out. And lastly, you should try contacting your local authorities because that guy deserves to be in jail or other girls will be his next victim(sorry if this is unhelpful asdfhd)