I feel like a jerk my mom and I keep fighting about doing school work. I just feel like a manipulative asshole and I feel if I tell my mom this that’s more manipulative but I don’t mean it I just have no motivation to do the work and it stresses me out a lot. I wanna go to college I wanna have a good job I just feel so hopeless. I feel like I can’t talk to anyone ,my brothers wouldn’t understand, My dad’s doesn’t understand mental health at all, My friends all have such worse problems and I just feel really anxious to contact my therapist on a day I don’t see her. I just need some advice.